Felt so great playing squash yesterday, had just been awile iatah.. The only thing i disliked about it is the place i regularly play at.. not because its worn out or anythin but because of who i bump into most of the time.. Im not the type that hates.. but once a person gets on my bad side, i just dont wna be anywhere close to them.. its like i dont even want to be bothered to know and hate them.. mean kah tu? well i think its better that way for me daripada i talk to them and be hypocritical behind their backs.. malas lah to be two faced, just a waste of time.. dosa saja..

Why am i talkin about this.. its because i saw X playing footie and it just hurts alil.. it got me a lil mad.. especially when mum actually thinks that it all ended because of me.. urgh!! Dont wna curse here.. but im really sasak lah.. And the rage got into me when i was playing so i was kinda cold towards the end of the game.. Was on a guilt trip heading back home afraid i might have offended someone.. Talked to my sisters about it and i guess their right.. I have to learn to be alright with it.. i got to realise that i have taken a step forward and i need to keep my focus constantly ahead. It would get hard at times and i may forget that.. but insyaallah along with time.. what was never meant to be will fade away.

Ruz, Qis, Liz and myself crashing the lecturers Raya gathering after a long day of study. Thanks to Mr. Asmali for this shot.