Thoughts..Amplified
Sunday, January 21
Attended the baca2 at NY'S crib.. Felt good seeing him again after missing him but it just killed me seeing him that way.. afterall he has a place in my heart.. i just repeated Istighfar in trying hard to hold back my tears and be strong for him. I know we gotta redha and terima takdir tuhan, and trust him on what he has destined for us.. coz tuhan lah yang maha adil and maha mengetahui apa yang terbaik for everyone.. Mudahan tuhan tabahkan his hati so i can see him alright again soon.. amin.

After that went to a nikah ceremony somewer in Sg. Buloh i think.. haiyo, i can get really ignorant went it comes to places more than 5 km away from home.. hehehe. Was kinda like a first time seeing the whole function dapan mata.. Was cute watching the groom sit nervously preparing himself for the important thing he was about to say in front of everyone.. but was really nice seeing pure happiness expressed by the smile he had on his face.. I'd usually be really excited when it comes to things like these, i'd have further thoughts and would even plan ahead on how great my big day would be.. But no no no.. not anymore.. haha. Malas sudah wna think of it.. Afraid?umm not really but entah ah.. i've really seen how things can just change in the blink of an eye iatah.. =s but oh well.. Thanks to the one who brought me there.. =).

21's the new number now.. Wont elaborate further on why i said that, but for those of you who think you have an idea on what it means.. =P hehe. Had a great time at the beach gathering yesterday mornin with the students from Micronet.. Everyone was friendly, well the guys lah mostly..so i was never left alone.. hehe. Walked on the beach and did what most would do, scribble thoughts on the sand.. but for my case, it was a name and a confession.. chewah.. hehe. Well someone screamed upon reading it.. hahaha. Ka Fen, i cant wait for you to come back home.. i want my goodies.. hehe. But i have a reason in mind why i shouldnt be anticipating for ur return jua.. not gna say it tho.. figure it out sendiri. hahaha.

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When things are down

And you are out of your mind

Remember just remember

Allah is the Kind



When your life is in darkness

And nothing is right

Remember just remember

Through the darkness, Allah is The Light


When nothing makes sense

And you are heading for demise

Remember just remember

It doesn't make sense, but Allah is The Wise


When times are troubled

And no one seems to care

Remember just remember

Allah won't hurt, He is The Fair



When your heart is breaking

And your pain makes you fall

Remember just remember

Allah sees it all



When you are weak

And the road seems long

Remember just remember

Seek strength from The Strong



When life is a burden

And everything is unstable

Remember just remember

Allah is The Able



When the way is cloudy

And there is no one by your side

Remember just remember

Allah is The Only Guide



When no one wants to listen

Or is willing to lend an ear

Remember just remember

Allah is always ready to hear



When you are poor and penniless

And you are stuck in a niche

Remember just remember

Allah is The Rich



When you are down in your misery

And there is nowhere to run

Remember just remember

You can always run to The One



And when your scars are hurting

And your heart is in fear

Remember just remember

Allah is really here.