Thoughts..Amplified
Tuesday, January 30
What would you do if someone you've been friends with for so many years apparently has kept feelings for you? What would you do when he lets it out and expects you to feel the same way.. with the realisation that you both mesh well together, would you give it a go and risk losing that close bond you've had with him before? Because if it doesnt work out, truth is, things wont be the same again, coz it never does work that way...

But what if you cant be with him.. not because you dont want to... but because the most important person in your life does not agree to it and wont allow it to happen.. Would you let him know and leave him hurt by that and at the same time jeopardising someone else's name.. or would you make up a reason and just make yourself seem like the bad person and end up being loathed? Thats what i did.. and now it doesnt feel nice at all knowing the truth has to be kept inside.

So many questions fill my mind right now.. im caught in the middle.. Its like any step i choose to take would have bad implications.. aaaaaaaaarrrrrrrggggghh ...*sasak!!!* If only i could splurge on things to clear my mind up.. damn it.. need to play squash!!

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