Thoughts..Amplified
Friday, January 5
Sittin by the window now just listening to songs thinkin.. Was on the phone earlier when a friend called and just wanted to chill and talk.. Its nice making people happy by just simply being there to listen and show them that ur there whenever needed.. But if its a guy, its risky in a way that one might fall for the other...

Talked to someone about how the pain from what ive been thru comes back sometimes and still stings.. n i dont know how i'll totally get over it.. I mean is it because i havnt totally forgiven the person? I dont know.. i keep thinkin of findin how to make it not hurt whenever i see things that bring me back to those memories.. and i think the answer/way is to ikhlaskan hati.. relakan saja what has happened with all my heart.. Sounds easy, but it actually isnt.. Coz altho i feel like ive done that.. accepted fate, to say that im not even a lil bit affected when reminded of it would be a lie..

i think that altho im doin alright now.. walkin forward.. every pain ive been thru in this journey of life will sumhow continue to live on inside.. coz it has been and will always be a part of me i can never erase.. and it is wat makes me the person i am now..

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When things are down

And you are out of your mind

Remember just remember

Allah is the Kind



When your life is in darkness

And nothing is right

Remember just remember

Through the darkness, Allah is The Light


When nothing makes sense

And you are heading for demise

Remember just remember

It doesn't make sense, but Allah is The Wise


When times are troubled

And no one seems to care

Remember just remember

Allah won't hurt, He is The Fair



When your heart is breaking

And your pain makes you fall

Remember just remember

Allah sees it all



When you are weak

And the road seems long

Remember just remember

Seek strength from The Strong



When life is a burden

And everything is unstable

Remember just remember

Allah is The Able



When the way is cloudy

And there is no one by your side

Remember just remember

Allah is The Only Guide



When no one wants to listen

Or is willing to lend an ear

Remember just remember

Allah is always ready to hear



When you are poor and penniless

And you are stuck in a niche

Remember just remember

Allah is The Rich



When you are down in your misery

And there is nowhere to run

Remember just remember

You can always run to The One



And when your scars are hurting

And your heart is in fear

Remember just remember

Allah is really here.