Friday, February 23
have you ever been so upset at yourself.. over how you are.. over possessing feelings that are wrong but somehow are finding trouble in doin something about it.. when the harder you try, the worse it seems to get... multiply that by knowing the fact that being in that state puts you in the position of losing something so good.. something that has been making you feel in a way you havnt been feeling for so long..
so why do some people still feel incomplete when theyve been given the best they can possibly ever have?.. What is missing in this sense of perfection.. Is it perfection itself being too hard to believe, hence bringing the thought "Do i deserve this?"... But maybe its actually fear.. fear that you might never be as good as expected in return...
Its really late now.. should be giving my mind a rest.. this i know it deserves..
XXIII blogged @11:25 AM;