I dont fancy farewells.. they end up making me feel low-spirited.. especially when its a bestfriend thats got to go.. Sent Fidz off yesterday.. Yes u people, she hasnt left.. she tricked me and said that she left weeks ago.. and i ended up in tears that night knowing i hadnt had the chance to see her, but last week she planned a surprise at Amsarra to break the prank and it worked.. i couldnt believe me eyes when i saw her.. I was just told to go there for Eva's party.. tapi rupanya it was a scam.. the real occasion was a doa selamat for Fidz.. Upon meeting her that night, i dint let go of a long hug as soon as i could get hold of her.. and all she did was laugh and tell me not to cry coz she knew how easy tears could flow when it comes to me..

And yesterday, the day at the airport.. tsk tsk tsk.. was pretty ruffled coz i knew how weak i'd get seeing someone leave.. Seeing her hug her relatives, her brothers so tight with tears in her eyes.. daym.. i just brokedown when she came up to me giving me her goodbye hug.. She made me promise i would take care of myself now that she cant be around me anymore and she told me she'd not forget me til she achieves her dreams.. Tears flooded my eyes.. I owe her so much for always being there for me when i needed a crying shoulder, a helping hand or when i needed to turn a bad day around.. Everything about me she knew.. The right things to say just to crack me up when im quiet and stuff.. She was like a sister to me, nothing else i could ask for.. Really hope she'll be alright far away and hope she comes back with a smile and so much more.. I'll be missing her presence so bad.. :'( *sigh*

P/s: Deepest thanks to the one who made it possible for me to see her at the airport.. *hugs*